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Bookends
weird dreamtime journeys
"so are you coming with me?" he asked me. i felt a niggling sense of apprehension but i took a deep breath and nodded. "sure," i said quietly. "i need you with me. surely you understand that?" he said persistently. he held out his hand for mine. i knew he wanted me to put my hand in his to signify my agreement. somehow, a sense of peace, of rightness, settled in my heart. it was going to be okay. everything was going to be all right. "okiedokie," i said with my usual cheerfulness. i looked up at him smiling. he leaned down and kissed my cheek after sighing with relief. "let's get this show on the road, shall we?" i asked him. "yep. let's go meet my girlfriend!" he said, smiling. "thanks for coming with me, evie. it really does mean a lot!" it's the first time i've dreamt of him in a very long time. i think it's just my subconscious telling me to stop worrying about things. that being friends with him was okay. because after all, before we were anything else, we... (more)

janeygodley
In My Mind
Sometimes when I lay in bed at night my mind flickers back to old memories and I replay them like worn out over-edited home movies. In my brain I think there is a big Rolodex that I click through and occasionally stop and stare at an image, depending on my mood, I may look further, or just click on. Last night my memory home movie of choice was Ashley as a baby. I could see her wee chubby fists trying hard to pull herself up onto a chair in the bar. She could barely get her legs up; I ran over and lifted her up quickly before she fell over. My cousin Sammy was looking after her at the time “Janey, leave her she needs to learn to climb up things” I knew he had a close eye on her but I recall that deep tugging feeling in my soul each time she looked dangerously close to falling. I had to run to catch her. Then my brain switched images and I saw Old George my barman carrying cases up from the cellar. He was a retired bar manager, but came out of his retirement to work for us. I... (more)



vanilla
camp 3 +
yorkshine!
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back from camp 3,feel so happy yet sorrow.. cos finally can back home n meet my dear,but cant enjoy the last day wif everyone.sometime u need to sacrifice one of them to acquire balance. in this camp 3,i felt that the relationship between everyone of us is gradually increase,maybe after a talk which sharing our feeling n ourselves,felt so great after it. the more reveal urself to other,the more of urself expose to them.i dun felt awkward to expose myself to them,since i'm truth n without hiding myself,isn't it?kaka i dare to everything i wan,unless anything become my hindrances. oh yeah,during the MO(marketing operation or get some sponsor n donation) i met a cute puppy!!!ahhhhh...i wan it,but i think it was very very expensive.. i love it o,since it dun scare me,i also dun scare it.kaka finally got a dog that i dun scare d..wakakaka.. but i still scare cat! this is yokshine terrier.. cute rite???wakaka

fionagoh
Suppose that I missed you.
OMG Can someone tell me why photobucket keeps showing me pictures of neh neh's :( LOL when I wanna upload my pictures then got some kinda pic showing a girl with boobs wan D: I dam scared D:! why why why! So corrupted D: You tell me how if got some small kid go and see that picture T_______T All the neh neh picture :( oMG. OMG GOT picture of panties also TT and someone wearing those panties omg :( AHAHA WTH photobucket got hamsup picture :( AHAa i remember how my brother and I would laugh at all the big sizes of bras at the stores LOLOL DAMN BIG AHAHA STUPID OMG AHHAHAHAA! T_____T I damn bad . Was studying salts just now and OMG I JUST REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE NOT DONE MY ENGLISH JOURNAL FOR SO LONG :D GOOd job la Fiona good job. Haih haih D: I have the qualitative analysis of salts left and then I can revise Vectors for Add Maths and do some of my art tonight :) ! And practise the piano and violin ! I miss drama practise so much :( Hope we perform it again laa D:! The... (more)

Marshmallows_
fiftyone
When you're mad - Neyo HOLIDAYS YO ~ =)!! yayerr! Wahh lou por lou por!! I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCHS. you're so cute la! =) I read all your tags, EACH & EVERY ONE OF THEM =) [See usually I'd give up, but because it is my sexy & cute lou por, I read them all] Wahh =) ! Ahahahas you make me feel so so so special x]!! ahahhas THANKYOU AH LOU POR <3 umm, ALEICIA -- yes I am fine =] ahahhas thankyou for your wake-up msg x] TELLING ME TO GET ALOT OF SLEEP THEN WAKING ME UP haahhahas JOKES. =D Love you so much. You evil bxtchh, filling my mind with evil ideas x) ahahhas ! Thankyou so muchs, you made me laugh sooo many times ahahahhas ! Have fun at work work!! ahahahs =D Gna miss youu! [It's amazing how someone so far from me (in Queensland) feels so close to me <3] RITA YOU WHORE ! You and Aleicia combined is like PURE EVIL AHAHAHS!! Loving your sweet ideas =) And thankyou so much for making me laugh so so much! MEANS ALOT!!! <3 BACON! [INSIDE JOKE!] ahahahas =D... (more)